Naruto; Replacement

It was always so painful, being in that house. Tears run down my cheeps ever time i walk inside, I see the faint lines where the chalk had been run over their bodys. I was crying this night to, sitting by the fainter lines, they slowly disaper, the hokage, he had told me,...'Soon Sasuke We'll have a New home for you to live in, a bigger nicer home, would you like that?" he had asked, I tryed hard to fight back the tears, he smiled at me, scruffing my hair, I didn't wish to leave my home, even if ever time i walk through it,....I start to cry. I think about how we could have been so happy together, t-then you go an leave me,....You take away everthing I had,..My life....Why d-did you do it, Niisan?

Was it all worthess too you?

Did it all mean nothing to you.

I have a picture of you mama an daddy,....Why does it have to change?

Niisan, D-do you remebr the day we where talking you wanted to know if yo-you where unplacent,....I was thinking 'That's how he speaks...Towards my brother,...I Actully Really....' I never really finshed what i had been thinking, I had been thinking, 'Maybe Niisan, he can hear my thoughts....' deep down.
I was going to think, that i actully love you, you wheren't unplacent in any way.

I was only a replacement,....I figured that out when daddy said to me 'You are my child.'

My tears are hot on my cheeks, I should wipe them off,..I just rub my face on mama's pillow, I'm in her room right now, I remeber a conversation i had with her,....she had said, 'But, The conversations in here Alone...When he talks to me, your father only talks of you.' I wounder know, if that was a lie, I was her child, T-the mothers, they are sopposed to try an make their childern as happy as possible,....Was.. somthing going on that i didn't know of?.....My cheeks they had burned when mama said that to me,....my c-cheeks they'er burning now, but,....its from crying, I cry t-too much.

I never really cussed when I was younger, mama she had told me,....'swearing is a bad habit that is hhard to shake off.' she had told me that when he hurt me swear when i hurt my hand, I cussed the night they,....mama she would have been mad a-at me i-if she had heard, I-I wounder why things change....

I...Itachi he had shown me that night....Showed me him killing....everone.

I-I HATE capacity!!

he didn't need to....kill everone for capacity....its crap....
I looked my dead father in the face, that,....was the first real time i cryed.

I didnt understand what my niisan had to say,....my brian wasn't working right.

it's raining again.

I....
Curse Itachi!!

I....
Hate Itachi!!


I will kill you! I will get the same 'eyes' as you!! even if it does mean,.... killing my closest friend!

I was just a replacement!

I'll cling to this pitiful life as long as it takes to kill you!

I wont cry when I ripe you apart!

I'll laugh as i watch you scream in agany!

I'll make you cry!

I'll make you hurt!

I will come before you.